Love hurts but gives pleasure and
again hurts….
Sahil,
please, do something, nor will I die rather than to go away without being
yours. I love you Sahil, I love you. Wake up. You can't die. I can feel your
breathe. Please say something, please, please. They say that you are gone
forever. They say that they killed you. NO, NO, Sahil, please say something.
Please, I love you, I love you……
After 6
hours Nisha wakes up. Her servant comes and gives her medicine. She is bright.
Her cheeks are red, her eyes is like of a deer. Her hair is black in color,
smooth, long and silky. The wind coming from the left side of her window, just
side by her bed makes her hair go here and there. She looks so beautiful when
her hair touches her face. Slowly she tries to put her hair side by her ear but
again the wind is in the mood to play with her.
She is so
beautiful that even a bird comes near her window and sees her again and again
like he is in love with her.
She is still
in her bed. She points to her servant and with the help of sign language she
says that she want to get up. But her servant doesn't understand her sign
language. He is nervous and comes near her. She again tries to say him through
sign language but again he doesn't understand any of her sign language. He is nervous
and shy.
Nisha tries
her best to say him that she wants to get up. She again says it by the help of
sign language as she was lying in bed for last 48 hours but her servant doesn't
understand any of her sign language.
Later she
thinks of writing and to tell him that she wants to get up. This time he looks
into the diary but again there he finds a problem. He is illiterate and doesn't
understand any words.
NIsha is all
in anger however she controls as her guru has taught her the meditation and
most of the time read her a story regarding compassion and love for a human
being, she recalls the story that her guru had taught and controls her anger.
She calmly tells
her servant to go away. He nods and runs out in such a way like a cheetah is
going to kill him.
After a
while, she juggles herself and with the help of a wall she comes near to the
verandah.
Her mother
is feeding birds. Her brothers are practicing playing with swords. Her father
is playing wrestling and her old grandmother is collecting flowers from the
garden.
From verandah
she calls her grandmother saying "Dadi Oh Dadi" bring me red rose.
Her servant for
the first time listen her voice as he has been in a palace since last two
months but have not heard Nisha's voice.
Her Dadi
smiles and says " Nisha, wait, I'm sending you the red rose, just wait for
a while my little angel." and she calls her servant and tells him to give
it to Nisha. He feels uncomfortable but Dadi says, don't be afraid, nothing
will happen, just take and go, give it to her as soon as possible nor will she
ruin my day just by saying "Dadi doesn't love me. Go, run, and give it to
her."
He takes the
red rose from Dadi and goes to Nisha's room. He silently puts that in her table
and tries to run away but Nisha sees him and calls him," Come here, just
bring that rose and give it to me." He doesn't move. Again Nisha shouts,
this time in a loud voice and he comes near. He is in fear.
He has a
rose in his hand but couldn't give it to her just because of fear. She is
furious, as at first, he didn't helped her to get up. She takes the rose from
his hand in such a way that the thorn cuts his finger and she scolds him saying
that "you are of no use. Who has kept you here as a servant?"
He is in
pain and the blood is coming from his finger. He doesn't speak a word and
listens her scolding.
She even
calls her brother and they take him and beat him. She SMILES….
Later she
finds blood in a stem of a rose. She also sees blood on her room's carpet. She
follows the blood and it's in the place where her brother beat up the servant,
again she continues following the blood and she reaches her servant room.
She sees
that her servant is weeping and still the blood is coming from his hand. She
immediately goes to her room and brings a bandage and puts it in his hand, then
the bleeding stops.
She asks
him, why didn't you give me the rose also why didn't you say anything at that
time when I scolded you? Had you said something, I wouldn't have taken the rose
in such a way and you wouldn't have got the cut also you wouldn't have gotten a
severe beating from my brothers. She even wipes his tear and asks him his name.
He says "Sahil". She provides him the first aid box and says him to
take care and says she'll meet him the next day.
Next day
Nisha comes and greets Sahil. Sahil is frightened as he has never thought that
she would greet him in a friendly way. He smiles and carries on with his work.
Nisha is all
bored being in home and ask her father to take her to go for a village tour.
Her father says," I am busy, my darling." but wait, Sahil will go
with you. Sahil, take Nisha with you and please be a guide as she doesn't know
anything about our village as she has come here after 18 years.
Her father
gives Sahil a bike. He shyly says Nisha "Madam, please seat." Nisha smiles
and sits, and they go out from the palace. After some moment Nisha says to stop
the bike and to handle the bike to her. Sahil gives her to ride and he sits
beside her. She rides the bike in such a way that Sahil feels uncomfortable. He
catches the side of the handle like thing of a bike so tightly.
Nisha says,
"What happen Sahil? Are you afraid?" She laughs. Hold me otherwise you
may fall. Sahil says "How can I catch you Madam?" She says" why are
you so shy? Instead you should feel lucky to sit by my side? Lots of boys in my
college want to be with me but I never let them be nearby me.
You're a lucky
guy." But Sahil ignores. She takes him to the unknown place far from their
village. He is scared but tries to show her that he's confident.
Sahil says, "Let's
go home Madam, its already late, but she refuses.
They are in
a different village. The local of that place comes near them and start bullying
them. Nisha comes front and says them not to say anything bad but one of the giant
man insults her and tries to touches her. This time Sahil fights with them and
they run away from there.
Both come
home in such a way as if they returned from a devils home safely. They are
happy together, they laugh and talk also shares their story. Nisha's brother
sees that Sahil is catching their sister's hand. They immediately take him
without listening any word, Nisha tries to explain but all in vain.
Sahil is
beaten so badly that he even can't walk properly. His eyes are swollen. His
body has got all wound as they have cut his chest, shoulder, thigh with a
sword.
At midnight
at 1:00 am, Nisha comes to meet Sahil. She sees his devastating condition. Her eyes
get watery and tears starts rolling down towards her cheeks.
She tries to
put medicine and tries to hug him but he refuses to hug.
She says
that she is in love with him but Sahil says," I am just a servant and how
can I love you. It's impossible Madam. Please go back to your room; or else you
may also get punishment." She tries to explain but all her efforts goes in
vain and asks him," Sahil, Do you love me?" He simply says, NO.
Deep inside
he feels something happening. He finds himself happy whenever he's with Nisha.
15 days
later, while Sahil is working, Nisha comes near him and says him to come in her
room within 5 minutes and she goes away. He ignores and later she again tells
her servant to call Sahil. This time he goes to her room. He finds Nisha in
unusual dress. She starts dancing. Her leg starts bleeding and then she starts
convincing that she loves him; she is all in tears but all her effort goes in
vain. She then tells him to go away and says never to return Palace again. He
leaves Palace.
The next
day, Nisha goes to meet Sahil but he has already left palace. She searches but doesn't
find him anywhere.
Like always,
birds came near her window and look her. The bird saw her pity condition and
asks her," What's the matter?" She explains everything without
keeping any secret." The bird's hearts gets broke but the bird controls
and says that he'll help her to find Sahil.
After 10
days the bird finds Sahil. He goes near him. At first beats him and scolds him
saying that, "You stole my Nisha from me and punches him in his nose and
face." But controls and says that Nisha is waiting for him and says that, he's
promised her to bring him back safe.
Sahil
explains everything. He says he too loves Nisha but can't accept her. He
further says," She's beautiful and has lived in such a luxurious palace
and I am just a simple man working as a servant in her palace. It's impossible.
The bird tells him not to worry. He'll arrange everything possible to make them
together,
At palace
Nisha's father sees that his daughter has worsen her health and also sees that
she has cut her hand and with blood written in a paper that she is only made for
Sahil and she loves him a lot.
By seeing
that her father gets fuming but controls and doesn't show his temper in front
of Nisha as she might do anything which can worsen her health
Her father
arranges and tells his people to kill Sahil wherever they see him.
After 5
days, they find him and say to go away from Nisha's life. Go away, far from
this village. He refuses, and then the shoulder tries to kill him. However he
gets saved as the birds help him. They fight with the soldiers. The bird says
Sahil to go to the palace as soon as possible and get Nisha and run away.
The shoulder
chases him. In the mean time he gets hurt and finds difficulty in standing.
Nisha's
father is taking her to the hospital and co-incidentally the places where Sahil
and the soldiers' are fighting are the same place. Sahil shouts in pain and
says." Nisha is mine and no one can take her from me." I love you
Nisha. Nisha listens and slowly opens her eyes. She smiles and tries to open
the door of a car but her father doesn't let her open the door.
She pushes
her dad and opens the door of a car. She jumps from the moving car, she gets
hurt. Blood starts pouring from her face and other parts of her body.
She calls
Sahil in a loud voice, Sahil, where are you? Sahil, Sahil…. I love you, Where
are you? I am coming. Please wait for me. Sahil, Sahil…….. I love you.
While
running her legs get struck and she tries to see where her leg has got struck,
then she finds Sahils body.
The entire
bird comes near them. Birds start crying. Nisha touches Sahils body and says,
Wake up Sahil, wake up. Now no one can separate us. I've come. We'll live
happily. I'll not go to that palace anymore. I've left. Only you and I will
live. Nobody will come between us.
And from behind
her brother comes with two big sharp swords and a blood all over the sword and also
in their bodies……
Moin Uddin
Ghattekulo,
Kathmandu, Nepal
December 04,
2012, Tue
Genre: Love,
Drama
All
the character is fictitious and if it happens to relate with someone's life
than it's only a coincidence.
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