Tuesday, December 4, 2012

Love hurts but gives pleasure and again hurts




Love hurts but gives pleasure and again hurts….

Sahil, please, do something, nor will I die rather than to go away without being yours. I love you Sahil, I love you. Wake up. You can't die. I can feel your breathe. Please say something, please, please. They say that you are gone forever. They say that they killed you. NO, NO, Sahil, please say something. Please, I love you, I love you……

After 6 hours Nisha wakes up. Her servant comes and gives her medicine. She is bright. Her cheeks are red, her eyes is like of a deer. Her hair is black in color, smooth, long and silky. The wind coming from the left side of her window, just side by her bed makes her hair go here and there. She looks so beautiful when her hair touches her face. Slowly she tries to put her hair side by her ear but again the wind is in the mood to play with her.

She is so beautiful that even a bird comes near her window and sees her again and again like he is in love with her.

She is still in her bed. She points to her servant and with the help of sign language she says that she want to get up. But her servant doesn't understand her sign language. He is nervous and comes near her. She again tries to say him through sign language but again he doesn't understand any of her sign language. He is nervous and shy.

Nisha tries her best to say him that she wants to get up. She again says it by the help of sign language as she was lying in bed for last 48 hours but her servant doesn't understand any of her sign language.

Later she thinks of writing and to tell him that she wants to get up. This time he looks into the diary but again there he finds a problem. He is illiterate and doesn't understand any words.

NIsha is all in anger however she controls as her guru has taught her the meditation and most of the time read her a story regarding compassion and love for a human being, she recalls the story that her guru had taught and controls her anger.

She calmly tells her servant to go away. He nods and runs out in such a way like a cheetah is going to kill him.

After a while, she juggles herself and with the help of a wall she comes near to the verandah.

Her mother is feeding birds. Her brothers are practicing playing with swords. Her father is playing wrestling and her old grandmother is collecting flowers from the garden.

From verandah she calls her grandmother saying "Dadi Oh Dadi" bring me red rose.

Her servant for the first time listen her voice as he has been in a palace since last two months but have not heard Nisha's voice.

Her Dadi smiles and says " Nisha, wait, I'm sending you the red rose, just wait for a while my little angel." and she calls her servant and tells him to give it to Nisha. He feels uncomfortable but Dadi says, don't be afraid, nothing will happen, just take and go, give it to her as soon as possible nor will she ruin my day just by saying "Dadi doesn't love me. Go, run, and give it to her."
He takes the red rose from Dadi and goes to Nisha's room. He silently puts that in her table and tries to run away but Nisha sees him and calls him," Come here, just bring that rose and give it to me." He doesn't move. Again Nisha shouts, this time in a loud voice and he comes near. He is in fear.

He has a rose in his hand but couldn't give it to her just because of fear. She is furious, as at first, he didn't helped her to get up. She takes the rose from his hand in such a way that the thorn cuts his finger and she scolds him saying that "you are of no use. Who has kept you here as a servant?"

He is in pain and the blood is coming from his finger. He doesn't speak a word and listens her scolding.

She even calls her brother and they take him and beat him. She SMILES….
Later she finds blood in a stem of a rose. She also sees blood on her room's carpet. She follows the blood and it's in the place where her brother beat up the servant, again she continues following the blood and she reaches her servant room.

She sees that her servant is weeping and still the blood is coming from his hand. She immediately goes to her room and brings a bandage and puts it in his hand, then the bleeding stops.

She asks him, why didn't you give me the rose also why didn't you say anything at that time when I scolded you? Had you said something, I wouldn't have taken the rose in such a way and you wouldn't have got the cut also you wouldn't have gotten a severe beating from my brothers. She even wipes his tear and asks him his name. He says "Sahil". She provides him the first aid box and says him to take care and says she'll meet him the next day.

Next day Nisha comes and greets Sahil. Sahil is frightened as he has never thought that she would greet him in a friendly way. He smiles and carries on with his work.

Nisha is all bored being in home and ask her father to take her to go for a village tour. Her father says," I am busy, my darling." but wait, Sahil will go with you. Sahil, take Nisha with you and please be a guide as she doesn't know anything about our village as she has come here after 18 years.

Her father gives Sahil a bike. He shyly says Nisha "Madam, please seat." Nisha smiles and sits, and they go out from the palace. After some moment Nisha says to stop the bike and to handle the bike to her. Sahil gives her to ride and he sits beside her. She rides the bike in such a way that Sahil feels uncomfortable. He catches the side of the handle like thing of a bike so tightly.

Nisha says, "What happen Sahil? Are you afraid?" She laughs. Hold me otherwise you may fall. Sahil says "How can I catch you Madam?" She says" why are you so shy? Instead you should feel lucky to sit by my side? Lots of boys in my college want to be with me but I never let them be nearby me.

You're a lucky guy." But Sahil ignores. She takes him to the unknown place far from their village. He is scared but tries to show her that he's confident.
Sahil says, "Let's go home Madam, its already late, but she refuses.

They are in a different village. The local of that place comes near them and start bullying them. Nisha comes front and says them not to say anything bad but one of the giant man insults her and tries to touches her. This time Sahil fights with them and they run away from there.

Both come home in such a way as if they returned from a devils home safely. They are happy together, they laugh and talk also shares their story. Nisha's brother sees that Sahil is catching their sister's hand. They immediately take him without listening any word, Nisha tries to explain but all in vain.

Sahil is beaten so badly that he even can't walk properly. His eyes are swollen. His body has got all wound as they have cut his chest, shoulder, thigh with a sword.

At midnight at 1:00 am, Nisha comes to meet Sahil. She sees his devastating condition. Her eyes get watery and tears starts rolling down towards her cheeks.

She tries to put medicine and tries to hug him but he refuses to hug.
She says that she is in love with him but Sahil says," I am just a servant and how can I love you. It's impossible Madam. Please go back to your room; or else you may also get punishment." She tries to explain but all her efforts goes in vain and asks him," Sahil, Do you love me?" He simply says, NO.

Deep inside he feels something happening. He finds himself happy whenever he's with Nisha.

15 days later, while Sahil is working, Nisha comes near him and says him to come in her room within 5 minutes and she goes away. He ignores and later she again tells her servant to call Sahil. This time he goes to her room. He finds Nisha in unusual dress. She starts dancing. Her leg starts bleeding and then she starts convincing that she loves him; she is all in tears but all her effort goes in vain. She then tells him to go away and says never to return Palace again. He leaves Palace.

The next day, Nisha goes to meet Sahil but he has already left palace. She searches but doesn't find him anywhere.

Like always, birds came near her window and look her. The bird saw her pity condition and asks her," What's the matter?" She explains everything without keeping any secret." The bird's hearts gets broke but the bird controls and says that he'll help her to find Sahil.

After 10 days the bird finds Sahil. He goes near him. At first beats him and scolds him saying that, "You stole my Nisha from me and punches him in his nose and face." But controls and says that Nisha is waiting for him and says that, he's promised her to bring him back safe.

Sahil explains everything. He says he too loves Nisha but can't accept her. He further says," She's beautiful and has lived in such a luxurious palace and I am just a simple man working as a servant in her palace. It's impossible. The bird tells him not to worry. He'll arrange everything possible to make them together,
At palace Nisha's father sees that his daughter has worsen her health and also sees that she has cut her hand and with blood written in a paper that she is only made for Sahil and she loves him a lot.

By seeing that her father gets fuming but controls and doesn't show his temper in front of Nisha as she might do anything which can worsen her health 

Her father arranges and tells his people to kill Sahil wherever they see him.
After 5 days, they find him and say to go away from Nisha's life. Go away, far from this village. He refuses, and then the shoulder tries to kill him. However he gets saved as the birds help him. They fight with the soldiers. The bird says Sahil to go to the palace as soon as possible and get Nisha and run away.
The shoulder chases him. In the mean time he gets hurt and finds difficulty in standing.

Nisha's father is taking her to the hospital and co-incidentally the places where Sahil and the soldiers' are fighting are the same place. Sahil shouts in pain and says." Nisha is mine and no one can take her from me." I love you Nisha. Nisha listens and slowly opens her eyes. She smiles and tries to open the door of a car but her father doesn't let her open the door.

She pushes her dad and opens the door of a car. She jumps from the moving car, she gets hurt. Blood starts pouring from her face and other parts of her body.

She calls Sahil in a loud voice, Sahil, where are you? Sahil, Sahil…. I love you, Where are you? I am coming. Please wait for me. Sahil, Sahil…….. I love you.

While running her legs get struck and she tries to see where her leg has got struck, then she finds Sahils body.

The entire bird comes near them. Birds start crying. Nisha touches Sahils body and says, Wake up Sahil, wake up. Now no one can separate us. I've come. We'll live happily. I'll not go to that palace anymore. I've left. Only you and I will live. Nobody will come between us.

And from behind her brother comes with two big sharp swords and a blood all over the sword and also in their bodies……


Moin Uddin
Ghattekulo, Kathmandu, Nepal
December 04, 2012, Tue
Genre: Love, Drama

All the character is fictitious and if it happens to relate with someone's life than it's only a coincidence.















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