Relying on Instinct (POEM)

Relying on Instinct

There's always a pain lingering in my heart

When someone misunderstands me for what I am not

They expect me to be like them

Having fun, dancing, drinking and eating like them

I've my own side of me

Like to enjoy what they do

But can't come up like what they want

This makes me lose my identity.

Never ever have thought anything wrong of others

Never ever will do any harm to any creatures

I've always been helping people in need

But most of the time I've got pain when they jollied

They sometimes would be in dire need of help

So, I can't see them in that pain and go to help

These are the same people who never understand me at first

But later thanks me for the help I do to them

I've always tried to fulfill my words

But due to people's disrespect to the principles makes me burst

Why do they make people expect things from them?

When they don't want to fulfill it sincerely then

Living in this fake place is really difficult

Don't know when you'll get in trouble

It's really difficult these days to trust people

As they can cheat and run away as soon as possible

Believing someone is; like committing a crime

When they don't live up to others expectation, then you've to pay for it

These world don't understand how much sacrifice it needs to be

To be the one, the star, the world desires to be

Relying on somebody else is a sin these days

At the last moment you don't know what else do they

Preparing an alternative is the religious way these days

Relying on own instinct is the safest way

-My name is Moin Uddin and I am from Ghattekulo, Kathmandu. Currently I am a student of Bachelors of Business Studies (BBS 3 years) at Nepal Commerce Campus, Minbhawan)